Come Into My Parlor...

Something strange happened today. Before I can tell you what happened though, I have got to tell you about a dream I had many years ago.

Somewhere around 8 years ago, I was miserable. I was still living with my wife and dealing with a very rebellious child. My wife had become a Christian and was leaning heavily on me to become a Christian too. I was fighting it. I knew that I was gay and did not want to be in this situation anymore, but at the time I would not consider divorce because my mom wa… Continue

Hello everyone!

The most curious thing happened today! I had pretty much come to the realization that I was not going to get to celebrate Beltane this year. I was supposed to attend a Beltane celebration on Saturday, but it looks like I'm gonna have to be out of town and won't be able to make it. Then out of the blue tonight, my boyfriend asked if I wanted to build a fire in our firepit tonight! Now understand, my boyfriend is not a pagan and knows absolutely nothing about Beltane! Of course I… Continue

Tomorrow is my birthday, but I got my gifts today! A Cernunnos mask and a new torc! Check them out:

I've also uploaded some other new pics here:
http://picasaweb.google.com/wizardofowls/MyBirthdayGiftsAndAFewMiscPics#

Let me know what you think!

As many of you know, I am not the typical Wiccan. I do not follow the Wiccan belief that there is only one God and one Goddess, and that all others are reflections of those two. I am pantheistic, following the Celtc panthoen for the most part. Cernunnos is my patron deity and, for the most part, has been the only deity that I have worshipped. Recently I have begun having visions of a moon goddess too, so I am adapting to having her on my altar as well. But I'm not sure how to handle the sabbats.… Continue

Hello everyone!

I need your help. I've only been pagan for about a year, and for most of that time I have focused my attention on just worshipping Cernunnos my patron deity. As I've said before, I was married for 20 years to a woman who found it fun to be controlling and domineering. As a result I have resisted the idea of worshipping any form of goddess. I believed in them, knew they were real, acknowledged their existence, just did not feel compelled to worship them.

Despite this, I have alw… Continue