Merry Meet!

As I try to take on a new attitude of peace and thankfulness now that I'm home, I find that I'm tested constantly. I;ve often heard the saying, don't pray for patience or you will find yourself tested with situations in which you need LOTS of it. Well, I have suddenly found that to be true with anything you ask for through prayer.

While visiting a Stupa in Sedona, I spent quite some time walking and praying, asking for peace to be in my heart, peace for mankind, peace for the world. I asked for… Continue

I have to say that my two weeks here in Sedona has been amazing. Life changing really. It has been a time of remarkable peace. My heart and mind have had the time to rest from all the grief and darkness that I find are constantly battering me on the homefront. And home it is a constant battle to not just give in to the darkness. To walk the way of the darkness is so very, very appealing when I'm at home. But here in Sedona my spirit is light, and it is easy to feel joy in the little things. Ever… Continue

This is a Blog Response to Whiterings blog post titled Questions. It is a dream that I had many years ago that re-enforced my belief in reincarnation.

I find myself standing up on a platform looking out over a grassy field that ends in cliffs along the sea. The clean, salty, brine smell of salt march and heather was is pleasant to my nose. Before and slightly below me is an angry crowd of people. Some are wearing the clothing… Continue

As is my normal morning routine, I sat in a dimly lit living room this morning with my coffee and shuffled the cards. Feeling them begin to warm in my hands. Listening to the hypnotic purring sound of the shuffling, shuffling, shuffling until it feels right. Until I hear them say to me "it's time, that's good, you can stop now". And I fanned them out on the coffee table. Closing my eyes, I run my dominant hand over them. Back and forth, back and forth. Listening. Waiting for them to tell me to "… Continue

Do you ever just feel like you are coming apart at the seams? Like your a rope that is coming unwound? Frayed at the ends? Becoming more, tattered and unraveled as the days go on? Hate to say it, but I hope so. Because if not, then I'm alone in my dark night. In my time of struggle. Because this is how I have felt for the last few months. I'm finding myself face to face with a demon of gigantic proportions. A demon that I never thought I'd have to face again. One I thought was long gone. It is t… Continue