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It's amazing how many get rich quick promises that are floating around these days.
I keep running into them. I guess hard times brings out the carpet beggers from their hiding places. They just can't seem to resist trying to take people with promises that are about as solid as jello...well that's being unfair to jello.

How about as solid as shifting sand. It never ceases to amaze me what money and the lack there of can make people do. Responses made in states of fear. Fear of loosing stuff.
It'… Continue

It's the first of October...yay!!! My favorite month of the year. I've been extreemly busy looking for work. It's my new full time job.
It's been more difficult than in the past because I can feel the weight of so many people in the same possition that I'm in.

I've had my share, or more than my share of sleepless nights embroiled in a battle with nightmearish immages that make me shake.
But..here's the good part...I'm learning to change some things and help myself not fall into thoes holes so m… Continue

I have gotten some much needed sleep. The last few days since I left the job have been a flood of things that clung to me from being around all thoes people.

That's part of the deal of being able to feel everything from people as your around them.
I have learned out of nessity to block out as much as possible.
But it still sneaks in. It takes alot of energy to keep the crap outside. Trying to do a job and stay focused on what you need to do while trying to push out anger, rage, hurt, disapointm… Continue

It's Tuesday and for the first time in months I slept past 6 a.m. That's amazing because even on the days I had off I'd wake up early and not be able to sleep in.

The pressure is off. At least this one pressure is, now there will be others until I find another job. Hopefully this one won't be insane.
Makes me wonder what happened to sanity and reason in the work place.

Anyway, the class that was required to get onto the floor went bust for me. My accumulated test scores didn't make the grade s… Continue

It's Friday and I'm glad that for two days I don't have to take the bus, or worry about being on time, or sit in a class room listening to things that just make me feel like an idiot.
If I could tonight I would leave the country taking only a few things with and find an island and disapear permanently.